Date: 2019-05-21 03:42 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (wide eyes)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
Jyn knew that she couldn't ask for anything more. Forever wasn't a concept that she could afford to believe in when the galaxy that the lived in was so dangerous and uncertain, for them moreso than most.

"I promise to be there as long as I can" was as close as they could get.

"For as long as I can, Cassian", she breathed. "I can give you that."

Date: 2019-05-21 04:14 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (w. cassian ; welcome home)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
Welcome home, he had said, and maybe she was. Maybe a home didn't have to be a place ... maybe it could be a person, and maybe - maybe she had found hers.

She found her breath, and eagerly returned the kiss, and huffed out a breathless laugh as well, because how could she ever have thought anything else ...

"Me too, Cassian, me too", she answered, her fingers gentle as they traced along his jawline. "But here we are."

And, she hoped, on the verge of something very good. And after everything, wasn't that long overdue?

Date: 2019-05-21 05:11 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (w. lover ; on top)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
The kiss to her fingertips tickled a bit, and Jyn breathed out a soft laugh in return in the moment before Cassian turned his attention to kissing her throat, and she found herself shivering gently as his warm breath blew across the shell of her ear again and again.

She wasn't expecting Cassian to ask for guidance, and the truth was that she didn't really know the most logical path to take after everything. Conversation would definitely need to be had at some point, but she didn't know if she was emotionally ready to undertake them just quite yet. Sleep was probably their best option, considering the adrenaline and worry of the day, and maybe she was selfish to consider anything otherwise, but -

"You are not pressuring me. I'm with you because I want to be. I - I don't want to stop if you don't. I want you, Cassian, but I can wait if you'd rather not ... right now."

Date: 2019-05-21 10:57 pm (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (modern ; totally not trying to seduce yo)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
He must have known that she wouldn't have continued if she felt the least bit uncomfortable or unsure. That was why she had asked the question that had stopped them in their tracks - to be certain that she hadn't mistread and misconstrued the situation completely.

It only lasted a moment, but there was a joy in Cassian's laugh that she wanted to hear again and again. But Jyn concentrated on each kiss that he gifted her with instead, the way he leaned in closer, breaching the distance between them, the skin-to-skin contact more than enough to coax a soft, low moan from Jyn's throat, a shiver to wrack her body from head to foot.

Cassian was her partner - her person - and Jyn trusted him implicitly. "I do", she murmured, the hands cupping his face dropping to his shoulders, slipping down to trail along the center of his chest until she rested her fingertips just above his heart. "I trust you."

She was still wet and wanting and willing, and although she bit her bottom lip, there was no fear in her eyes when she met his, no uncertainty or doubt.

"Please - "

Date: 2019-05-22 12:56 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (firelight ; almost beautiful)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
Could he have any idea that Jyn wanted the same exact things - ? And she thought she knew Cassian well enough by now to know that he would argue that he wasn't deserving of anything good, but ... he did. He had been through so much trauma, done so much in service of the cause that was clearly still weighing heavily on his shoulders, and ...

Jyn wanted to give Cassian something good. She wanted to be something good for him - even though she, too, did not think herself particularly good.

But all she could think as he pressed forward and whispered words that took her breath away completely was how much she loved him in return. Despite a little twinge as he carefully began filling her, Jyn was feeling no pain. His name on her lips, her hands scrambled to pull him a little closer, hold him a little tighter.

Date: 2019-05-22 03:22 pm (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (firelight ; almost beautiful)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
There.

Now, they were connected in a brand-new way, and Jyn needed a moment to try to catch her breath, grateful when it seemed that Cassian needed exactly the same. She blinked rapidly, her trembling fingers clutching at his back, as if to keep herself anchored in the moment, with Cassian.

She gasped as he pulled away, just enough to give them both the space and opportunity to take each other in, to check and make sure that all was still well. He didn't look like an idiot - far from it. He looked like he was as overwhelmed as Jyn felt. He looked younger than she had ever seen him. He looked concerned. And he was the most beautiful sight she had ever seen.

There were no words to be found, but she hoped her answering nod was as good an indication as any that she was fine, that she was feeling no pain, that she very much wanted to continue, to discover what this could be.

Date: 2019-05-23 01:49 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (w. lover ; on top)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
It was impossible to keep from reaching out and tracing the outline of Cassian's smile with a trembling fingertip. It was perhaps the loveliest thing Jyn had ever had the pleasure of experiencing.

And to know that she, somehow, was the cause of it ... her heart swelled with affection, adoration ... more.

She huffed out a soft breath, the sound shifting and changing, morphing into a surprised moan once he began moving, because this, oh, this must be what all those holos had been about.

Date: 2019-05-24 06:13 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (profile ; deep in thought)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
It was that sweet little gesture that took Jyn's breath away completely - not that she had much to give. She had never imagined that such a small sign of affection could make her feel so much, but her heart had never felt so full, she had only ever felt so hopeful once before -

Because of Cassian.

She might not have known much about the art of intimacy or the acts of sex and love, but in the moment, she was certain that she wanted to learn. She wanted to worship Cassian in the same ways he was worshiping her. She wanted to take pleasure in bringing him pleasure, and she wanted to luxuriate in all the sounds and shivers she could coax from him.

She wanted so much - and she wanted it with him.

Instinctually, Jyn tilted her chin up, allowing Cassian all the access he could ever need in order to continue plying her with kisses, her pulse pounding in her ears and in her throat as he moved, slow and steady, and she followed the demands of her body, moving in time, like a dance, like a fight, and she knew that she had found her partner, her person in Cassian.

Welcome home, welcome home, welcome home.
Edited Date: 2019-05-24 06:14 am (UTC)

Date: 2019-05-28 04:55 pm (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (w. lover ; on top)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
Jyn trusted Cassian. Despite her initial wariness, she had learned to trust him - that he wasn't going to hurt her, that he had her back, that he would be there, and now -

Now, she was trusting him with the most delicate piece of herself - her heart - which she had steadfastly and fiercely kept guarded from more loss, more heartache, more pain.

It was his name that she gasped as she watched him give in and let go a little, letting his head fall back as he searched for air, her fingers clutching at his shoulders a little tighter as he trembled much the same as she did as he moved with her - within her and made her see stars.

"Cassian - !", she gasped, her heart pounding in her chest, thundering in her ears.

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou...

Date: 2019-05-30 12:20 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (modern ; totally not trying to seduce yo)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
There would have been no question whatsoever if Jyn had wanted to stop. She didn't want it to stop, though, she wanted it to last forever, she wanted to get lost in sensations she hadn't known were possible.

She had enough presence of mind to turn her head just enough so that she could kiss at the rough pads of his fingers, her heart pounding all the harder to hear Cassian call her his -

Because she was. Oh, she was, everything she was, body and soul, her heart, the good and bad and in-betweens, she was and had been and wanted to be for as long as she could manage, and she had never wanted anything like this before, but with Cassian, she wanted ... a future. And while she could hardly guarantee that they would be granted one, she would take whatever she could get.

Cassian gathered her all the closer, and she held on tight, the swirl of emotion and sensation all too much to handle. But he was there, he was her anchor and she trusted that he'd catch her when she fell.

Unconsciously, her fingers dug into his shoulders for purchase, unable to speak, her breathless moans coming too quickly and fiercely to allow for it. But she moved in time with him, wanting to experience Cassian as he fell, wantig to help him through it all.

I'm going to - , she thought, and then her world went black.

Date: 2019-06-03 04:12 pm (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (w. lover ; on top)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
As if Jyn wasn't already overwhelmed by the enormity of it all - what they were doing, what they felt for each other, what this all meant for their present, their future ...

Her vision returned just in time for her to watch as Cassian tumbled from his edge, and seeing him so unguarded, so free, and she knew that she had never seen a lovelier sight - that she wanted to see it all the more often, that she wanted this, and him, for as long as she was able to have it.

So, she clutched at him a little tighter, and held him a little closer as she rode out each and every burst of fireworks as they exploded along the length of her spine and engulfed her body completely.

For a long moment, Jyn couldn't answer, her chest heaving erratically as she fought for breath, but she could enjoy the close proximity, how Cassian hadn't pulled out and left her bereft yet, that he was still there, still checking on her, still making sure that all was well.

For a long moment, Jyn tried to reassure herself that she wasn't going to cry, but the rawness of her throat and the hot tears prickling behind her eyelids were impossible to ignore. With a short nod of acknowledgement, her voice low and hoarse when she murmured 'yeah' in response.

Date: 2019-06-04 01:31 am (UTC)
wherehopegoes: (w. lover ; on top)
From: [personal profile] wherehopegoes
She wasn't hurt - just overwhelmed. All the moreso as Cassian inspected her, gentle as his thumb brushed just underneath her eye, where she knew he must have seen the tears that she couldn't quite keep at bay.

But he didn't say anything - didn't repeat his query, choosing to kiss her (soothe her) instead. She sighed quietly as she returned the kiss, hoping that in it, he knew what she was trying to say.

yes, i am okay

i'm glad it was you

i am yours

please dont leave

iloveyou

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