Nonsensical, maybe; he didn't care: "I should have."
He squeezed her hands, too; bent his head to stare at them, brow furrowed, mouth tight.
He managed to raise his head, but not his eyes all the way, to deliver this next. "I should know when things happen to you. I should be with you to try and help you with them. I should have been all along.
"…I don't want to spend the next four years like I spent the last four. Which was my fault. But… I was wrong. I couldn't… I didn't… It doesn't matter. I… if… If you… don't mind. I don't want to spend my next years far away from you."
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Date: 2019-12-20 07:37 am (UTC)He squeezed her hands, too; bent his head to stare at them, brow furrowed, mouth tight.
He managed to raise his head, but not his eyes all the way, to deliver this next. "I should know when things happen to you. I should be with you to try and help you with them. I should have been all along.
"…I don't want to spend the next four years like I spent the last four. Which was my fault. But… I was wrong. I couldn't… I didn't… It doesn't matter. I… if… If you… don't mind. I don't want to spend my next years far away from you."