With food to share came a little bit of conversation, a little bit of levity in the midst of something decidedly heavier. And Jyn was grateful for it - the explanations that led into discussions of allergies and sharing a story from childhood about how eating a specific berry native to Lah'mu had, in Jyn's own words, made her cheeks blow up like a puffer fish.
And it felt good to have this with Cassian, to feel as normal as she ever had before, that something so simple as sharing a meal could bring so much joy.
She wanted -
She wanted a whole lifetime spent just like this.
Maybe that was selfish of her, especially not knowing if Cassian felt the same. With you didn't necessarily have to mean with you, and she was too cowardly to ask for clarification. Maybe it would become clear in time -
Now that they had it.
Jyn laughingly groaned, shaking her head no to his offer. "Couldn't take another bite if I tried."
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Date: 2019-12-23 04:02 pm (UTC)With food to share came a little bit of conversation, a little bit of levity in the midst of something decidedly heavier. And Jyn was grateful for it - the explanations that led into discussions of allergies and sharing a story from childhood about how eating a specific berry native to Lah'mu had, in Jyn's own words, made her cheeks blow up like a puffer fish.
And it felt good to have this with Cassian, to feel as normal as she ever had before, that something so simple as sharing a meal could bring so much joy.
She wanted -
She wanted a whole lifetime spent just like this.
Maybe that was selfish of her, especially not knowing if Cassian felt the same. With you didn't necessarily have to mean with you, and she was too cowardly to ask for clarification. Maybe it would become clear in time -
Now that they had it.
Jyn laughingly groaned, shaking her head no to his offer. "Couldn't take another bite if I tried."