Pain was the very last thing in her mind. Truth be told, most thoughts were too slippery to hold onto for very long at all. Good thing, then, that she could concentrate on Cassian instead, all the pleasure that he was giving her that she never imagined was even possible.
If she thought even for a second that she'd hurt him even inadvertently, the guilt would prove too difficult to bear. She hadn't meant that he was good because he had to be. She had only meant to say in her own clumsy way that this was better than she had ever imagined it would be because it was happening with him. Somehow, Jyn knew that she never would have felt the same about anyone else, and if she'd been married to anyone else, just another cog in the Empire's machine, this would've felt like just another perfunctory task expected of her since she was old enough to comply.
But this - ? This wasn't duty, this was love.
And then Cassian intensified … everything … and Jyn entered another plane of sensation entirely, her body shuddering from head to foot and back again as she was inundated with bolts of excited electricity pinging up and down the length of her spine.
Too much, too much, too much … and she couldn't hold off the inevitable forever. Vaguely, Jyn recognized that she was making noises, but for the life of her, she did not recognize her own voice, so wrecked with need as she moaned her appreciation and enjoyment.
Stars, she was going to lose control, she was barely holding on as it was.
"I - I want … oh - ! P - please, please … "
She was probably babbling, but hopefully he knew the message she was desperately attempting to get across.
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Date: 2019-11-28 05:03 pm (UTC)If she thought even for a second that she'd hurt him even inadvertently, the guilt would prove too difficult to bear. She hadn't meant that he was good because he had to be. She had only meant to say in her own clumsy way that this was better than she had ever imagined it would be because it was happening with him. Somehow, Jyn knew that she never would have felt the same about anyone else, and if she'd been married to anyone else, just another cog in the Empire's machine, this would've felt like just another perfunctory task expected of her since she was old enough to comply.
But this - ? This wasn't duty, this was love.
And then Cassian intensified … everything … and Jyn entered another plane of sensation entirely, her body shuddering from head to foot and back again as she was inundated with bolts of excited electricity pinging up and down the length of her spine.
Too much, too much, too much … and she couldn't hold off the inevitable forever. Vaguely, Jyn recognized that she was making noises, but for the life of her, she did not recognize her own voice, so wrecked with need as she moaned her appreciation and enjoyment.
Stars, she was going to lose control, she was barely holding on as it was.
"I - I want … oh - ! P - please, please … "
She was probably babbling, but hopefully he knew the message she was desperately attempting to get across.