Don't want you?! He must still be a pretty good actor. His heart hurt with how much he wanted her. In so many ways.
The hurt was only worse when he didn't say it. Let her think it. It was moving somewhere. Had to be this or the alternative. This is the right one. Damn it to hell.
He said nothing. Just looked away, went for his boots. Stopped shy of touching her or saying goodbye. Nor did he try to touch Argi; he was for Jyn. He just… picked up his jacket and went through the door. Wondering if this would make the rest of his job harder or easier. Wondering if he'd be able to bear to come back at all—or bear to stay away. Just… not knowing.
He knew, at least, at last, what to do with this moment; where he needed to go.
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Date: 2019-08-14 02:03 am (UTC)The hurt was only worse when he didn't say it. Let her think it. It was moving somewhere. Had to be this or the alternative. This is the right one. Damn it to hell.
He said nothing. Just looked away, went for his boots. Stopped shy of touching her or saying goodbye. Nor did he try to touch Argi; he was for Jyn. He just… picked up his jacket and went through the door. Wondering if this would make the rest of his job harder or easier. Wondering if he'd be able to bear to come back at all—or bear to stay away. Just… not knowing.
He knew, at least, at last, what to do with this moment; where he needed to go.