This was not the conversation that Jyn wanted to have while she and Cassian were in this position, just on the verge ...
But then, if not now, what, feeling awkward and unsure at a moment when she should be feeling anything but? Still, she accepted the kisses, and her heart dropped to see Cassian so confused, and she swallowed hard as she lifted her hands and brushed gentle touches to his shoulders, along the lengths of his arms.
Why was it so hard to speak and risk ruining the moment completely?
"I assumed that this was ... not just sex. I had ... hoped ... that it might be more?"
But after hearing the 'I didn't mean ... ' as the first thing to leave Cassian's mouth ... Jyn wasn't very sure at all anymore.
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Date: 2019-05-21 02:31 am (UTC)But then, if not now, what, feeling awkward and unsure at a moment when she should be feeling anything but? Still, she accepted the kisses, and her heart dropped to see Cassian so confused, and she swallowed hard as she lifted her hands and brushed gentle touches to his shoulders, along the lengths of his arms.
Why was it so hard to speak and risk ruining the moment completely?
"I assumed that this was ... not just sex. I had ... hoped ... that it might be more?"
But after hearing the 'I didn't mean ... ' as the first thing to leave Cassian's mouth ... Jyn wasn't very sure at all anymore.