Still, Jyn could hardly believe that any of this was even happening - that Cassian was kissing her, touching her, holding her steady even as he guided her to lie back, and she trusted that he would not steer her wrong.
She wanted this, after all, had wanted it and wanted Cassian for so long, and if this did turn out to be only just another figment of her imagination, she wanted to be able to commit it - to memorize him and the way he looked and felt and sounded so she could pull them up when she was alone and lonely and pining for him.
Jyn didn't have much expertise in this arena, intimacy, sex, love, they were all mysteries to her that she never anticipated being able to solve. She held onto him a little tighter, certain of one thing, at least, and that was how much she never wanted to let him go.
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Still, Jyn could hardly believe that any of this was even happening - that Cassian was kissing her, touching her, holding her steady even as he guided her to lie back, and she trusted that he would not steer her wrong.
She wanted this, after all, had wanted it and wanted Cassian for so long, and if this did turn out to be only just another figment of her imagination, she wanted to be able to commit it - to memorize him and the way he looked and felt and sounded so she could pull them up when she was alone and lonely and pining for him.
Jyn didn't have much expertise in this arena, intimacy, sex, love, they were all mysteries to her that she never anticipated being able to solve. She held onto him a little tighter, certain of one thing, at least, and that was how much she never wanted to let him go.